The creepy silence of night

Calm and quiet ,
Silent and soothing,
Into the dark pearly sky,
I feel like merging..

Mesmerizing is it's charming view,
The way it plays with my memories,
The way it sways along with bliss and relief
as it's crew..

Connecting the dots all along
So filled with wrath,
The dots so bright
Blurring my vision
Still remains a part unsolved,
A part , being my weakness as well as my strength..

Those Instances , chasing me all around
Sometimes cheering me up
Showing the 'best of me',
Sometimes proves me as 'most roguish'
that I never ever dreamt to be.

Within those fetters
My soul is shouting and screaming,
But all I can do is to supress my feeble soul
And move on smiling..

While away from the carping things,
The only thought that startles me out ,
Could all these be undone?
Or
The real me is actually going to die out!

In the darkness
This thought keeps me jarring,
All alone, being shattered,
Into the dark pearly sky
I feel like merging.